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Marsha M. Japhar
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Saturday, April 29, 2006
-And what most appals
Is that tiny first shiver,
That stumble, whereby
We know beyond doubt
They have almost run out
And are starting to die.
--Philip Larkin
Is that tiny first shiver,
That stumble, whereby
We know beyond doubt
They have almost run out
And are starting to die.
--Philip Larkin
10:49 PM
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seriously, how could I have been so clumsy??
Something is not right with me and I know it..
I was kinda moody here and there not knowing why..
I went home straight after choir and Petras, in which
I usually don't and hang out with my church friends..
all thats left in my mind is: 'Why?'
Guess times have changed..
was changing..
and still is changing..
all that I gotta do now..
is sit back and relax..
and watch the American Idol show!! ((wheee~!!!~~~))
told ya I was moody
Something is not right with me and I know it..
I was kinda moody here and there not knowing why..
I went home straight after choir and Petras, in which
I usually don't and hang out with my church friends..
all thats left in my mind is: 'Why?'
Guess times have changed..
was changing..
and still is changing..
all that I gotta do now..
is sit back and relax..
and watch the American Idol show!! ((wheee~!!!~~~))
told ya I was moody
9:57 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
If only..
If only I can touch you..
If only my fingers are longer..
If only I can touch the sky..
Soar my wings and fly away..
To the dream land that you have set up for me..
If only..
the dream wasn't a dream
If only..
my fantasy is a reality
How I wish I could see you..
How I wish I could hear you..
How I wish I could feel you..
How I wish I could touch you..
Guess it was all too good to be true
Guess it may appear as fake
Guess it may all be just a dream
Guess maybe what I should do is to wait
If only I can touch you..
If only my fingers are longer..
If only I can touch the sky..
Soar my wings and fly away..
To the dream land that you have set up for me..
If only..
the dream wasn't a dream
If only..
my fantasy is a reality
How I wish I could see you..
How I wish I could hear you..
How I wish I could feel you..
How I wish I could touch you..
Guess it was all too good to be true
Guess it may appear as fake
Guess it may all be just a dream
Guess maybe what I should do is to wait
Wait..
Seemed so long
how long?
how long should I wait?
until You came to rescue me..
You already did once..
Will you do it again?
Seemed so long
how long?
how long should I wait?
until You came to rescue me..
You already did once..
Will you do it again?
9:17 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
((just had a bath.. man it was damn refreshing))
phew! What a day!!
First there was JCS... then Ying going to SSS uninvitedly (imagine.. she willingly went with Ron for SSS.. maannn) then what supposedly be me going home at 5.30 pm (JCS ends at 5pm ++) ends up with me going with Ica, Raymond, Iva, Evaleen and the others to KFC.. (to think about it, been so long since I hang out with the Indonesians in my school).. where we spend our time there until about 7pm ++
Hebat ga tuh??
Trus habis itu, yg mau pulang pulang en yg stay di hostel balik ke hostel.. left me, Ray Ica and Maveees (spelt right??) wondering around causeway point talking about *EHEM2* and *UHUK2*.. lots of laughter, lots of 'sharing', lots of luv..
Then.. Ifan comes in while Meviiss goes home.. Went Gelaré cafe and we stayed there until 9.45pm!! Wheee!!!!!! Everybody went crazy but all in good fun.. it was so refreshing!! Laughed like siao... Lolx.. main topic of the day: -eye-candy-.. Do you know that it is not too healthy to be looking at too many eye-candy, just as it is not too good to have consumed too many candies in your mouth? Lol.. here me go crapping.. But it was oh-so-fun.. Here below is an extract:
Ica: eh.. masih ada PI leh... mesti di submit..
Gue (me): ah thanks a lot for bringing me back to reality..
Ray: *Him* --> back to fantasy land
Gue ma Ica: aahahahhaheheehe...
Such is my stress-reliever of the day..
Need to go back to reality right??
Yup.. reality is harsh alright...
phew! What a day!!
First there was JCS... then Ying going to SSS uninvitedly (imagine.. she willingly went with Ron for SSS.. maannn) then what supposedly be me going home at 5.30 pm (JCS ends at 5pm ++) ends up with me going with Ica, Raymond, Iva, Evaleen and the others to KFC.. (to think about it, been so long since I hang out with the Indonesians in my school).. where we spend our time there until about 7pm ++
Hebat ga tuh??
Trus habis itu, yg mau pulang pulang en yg stay di hostel balik ke hostel.. left me, Ray Ica and Maveees (spelt right??) wondering around causeway point talking about *EHEM2* and *UHUK2*.. lots of laughter, lots of 'sharing', lots of luv..
Then.. Ifan comes in while Meviiss goes home.. Went Gelaré cafe and we stayed there until 9.45pm!! Wheee!!!!!! Everybody went crazy but all in good fun.. it was so refreshing!! Laughed like siao... Lolx.. main topic of the day: -eye-candy-.. Do you know that it is not too healthy to be looking at too many eye-candy, just as it is not too good to have consumed too many candies in your mouth? Lol.. here me go crapping.. But it was oh-so-fun.. Here below is an extract:
Ica: eh.. masih ada PI leh... mesti di submit..
Gue (me): ah thanks a lot for bringing me back to reality..
Ray: *Him* --> back to fantasy land
Gue ma Ica: aahahahhaheheehe...
Such is my stress-reliever of the day..
Need to go back to reality right??
Yup.. reality is harsh alright...
11:06 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Tired?
No leh.. alr this time le but I no feel tired.. why ah??
I know I know! Me and my friends actually agreed to ton someone's place.. in the beginning they agreed it to be my place.. but now they change to Ron's place.. heh.. sad siah.. Uc also sound veh sad.. she .. aiyah dun wanna talk lah.. later she slap my cute face (whoops!)
Newayx... My parents just nagged at me to go sleep (dowan!! dowaaann!!)) .. wah seh.. i still got a lot a lot of hws eh (suddenly i realised i talk veh singlish one.. haizz))
missing my frens..
*sigh*
No leh.. alr this time le but I no feel tired.. why ah??
I know I know! Me and my friends actually agreed to ton someone's place.. in the beginning they agreed it to be my place.. but now they change to Ron's place.. heh.. sad siah.. Uc also sound veh sad.. she .. aiyah dun wanna talk lah.. later she slap my cute face (whoops!)
Newayx... My parents just nagged at me to go sleep (dowan!! dowaaann!!)) .. wah seh.. i still got a lot a lot of hws eh (suddenly i realised i talk veh singlish one.. haizz))
missing my frens..
*sigh*
11:59 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
It's my friend Kania's b-day!! hahah.. she held a Bbq party in her place.. 6 ppl got dunked.. all guys.. (sad).. stayed in her place until 12.30am just to wish her and sing her a happy birthday song.. yup.. there was me, Michelle, Marvin and her.. merely just got scolded by parents for coming home so late.. but..
"Do I look like I FREAKIN care??''
heh.. it has been one freakin long month since I last saw my MI ppl.. missed them so SoOo much!! There was Sadha, Suren, Sean, Kania, Michelle, Marvin, Praveen, Koji and some other ppl lah..
btw..
MI FUN FAIR POSTED TO the 20th MAY instead of 6th May.. Come ppl!! ^.^
"Do I look like I FREAKIN care??''
heh.. it has been one freakin long month since I last saw my MI ppl.. missed them so SoOo much!! There was Sadha, Suren, Sean, Kania, Michelle, Marvin, Praveen, Koji and some other ppl lah..
btw..
MI FUN FAIR POSTED TO the 20th MAY instead of 6th May.. Come ppl!! ^.^
1:20 AM
Friday, April 21, 2006
It's the end of a very looongg day and camp..
19 April to 23rd.. Jalan Bahtera.. tiring PT.. Rasalas won.. ((wheee!)) will not forget that.. PLUS the tiredness... gosh..
supposedly all over by 11 ++ but because of some ''pig''.. we went causeway point to eat.. Seoul Garden!! hahahah.. arrived at 11.20++.. the place only open at 11.30am.. we went somewhere first and come back to find another group of iJC ppl wearing pe shirt with luggages waiting.. obviously from camp also lah.. we went in as the second group at 11.30++ (after that group of iJC ppl got in).. got out of SeoulGarden also when there's only one other group left at 2.30pm++ (note: that was after SG was crowded with working ppl and then decrease again.. note also that the group of ppl who was still there when we left was not the iJC ppl when we first came.. ) the record: -3 hours straight-.
ate like mad.. Ying kept taking plates of food and showing her cooking ability.. we thought she would make a great housewife ^^.. we kept eating as if there's no tmr.. man.. i got so damn full.. we still got time to eat fruits and ice kachang and deserts lah basically.. crazy but fun bunch of ppl..
((noticed all the ppl leaving already?? this is a pic taken at 2pm ++))
anyways.. so tired now.. gtg sleep..
19 April to 23rd.. Jalan Bahtera.. tiring PT.. Rasalas won.. ((wheee!)) will not forget that.. PLUS the tiredness... gosh..
supposedly all over by 11 ++ but because of some ''pig''.. we went causeway point to eat.. Seoul Garden!! hahahah.. arrived at 11.20++.. the place only open at 11.30am.. we went somewhere first and come back to find another group of iJC ppl wearing pe shirt with luggages waiting.. obviously from camp also lah.. we went in as the second group at 11.30++ (after that group of iJC ppl got in).. got out of SeoulGarden also when there's only one other group left at 2.30pm++ (note: that was after SG was crowded with working ppl and then decrease again.. note also that the group of ppl who was still there when we left was not the iJC ppl when we first came.. ) the record: -3 hours straight-.
ate like mad.. Ying kept taking plates of food and showing her cooking ability.. we thought she would make a great housewife ^^.. we kept eating as if there's no tmr.. man.. i got so damn full.. we still got time to eat fruits and ice kachang and deserts lah basically.. crazy but fun bunch of ppl..
((noticed all the ppl leaving already?? this is a pic taken at 2pm ++))anyways.. so tired now.. gtg sleep..
10:44 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Oh. MY. GaWd!!
o'mygosh.o'mygosh.oh.my.gosh..
Just realised that the world can be pretty dang small...
Or maybe just Singapore...
...anyways...
Yea. I was happy. Just for that slight moment I was..
Back to reality I go..
Shucks.
Reality does bite
o'mygosh.o'mygosh.oh.my.gosh..
Just realised that the world can be pretty dang small...
Or maybe just Singapore...
...anyways...
Guess who I met?!
Jie Ying and Ronald!!
At Plaza Singapura, Gelaré cafe level 5!!
Ronald was with his gf (duh) and Ying was waiting for her friends (obviously)...
But it is so concidental that I get to meet them all in one place at.. (checks watch) .. 9pm!! Oh maaannn!!! All because of a single missed-call, a single sms and a single call from me dear friend JY.. Somemore I was just abt to go to the taxi stand.. Such concidence do happens..*sigh*
Jie Ying and Ronald!!
At Plaza Singapura, Gelaré cafe level 5!!
Ronald was with his gf (duh) and Ying was waiting for her friends (obviously)...
But it is so concidental that I get to meet them all in one place at.. (checks watch) .. 9pm!! Oh maaannn!!! All because of a single missed-call, a single sms and a single call from me dear friend JY.. Somemore I was just abt to go to the taxi stand.. Such concidence do happens..*sigh*
Yea. I was happy. Just for that slight moment I was..
Back to reality I go..
Shucks.
Reality does bite
12:45 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
feeling so glum right now...
Today is supposedly the day of the Good Friday..
...
No wonder...
Today is supposedly the day of the Good Friday..
...
No wonder...
12:58 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Today was sooo totally not my DaY!~
First off.. it is Thursday.. a day full of due assignments and test..
and..
for the first time, I actually liked P.E.!!
See how weird life can be??
Assignments due: Econs, PI Draft, Physics Practical and Chemistry Practical
Assignments passed up: -none- (whoops)
...
Test today: Physics
Studied? a little..
...
I'm screwed..
First off.. it is Thursday.. a day full of due assignments and test..
and..
for the first time, I actually liked P.E.!!
See how weird life can be??
Assignments due: Econs, PI Draft, Physics Practical and Chemistry Practical
Assignments passed up: -none- (whoops)
...
Test today: Physics
Studied? a little..
...
I'm screwed..
9:02 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
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