Monday, October 23, 2006
emo kid
emo emo emo....
It's raining heavily outside...
was supposed to be happy for it coz of the haze an' everythin..
(oh shit! A big lightnin'-cum-thunder just came craklin' down somewhere off my house!)
o man...
the feeling was somewhat deja-vu -ish...
this kinda 'smug'-ness
(k.. i dunno wad am i talkin' about.. so unclear lah can)
been so jumbly-mumbly these past days..
went to a lot of places..
VIVO CITY WAS DAMN HUGE!!! (just went there this morning)
toured around Suntec yesterday with Rai.. (damn nice can.. all the 'indulgence' that was so tempting... nyum!) Ceaser was a really nice place i tell you.. would love to go in there some other time...
thenn..
oh wait.. yesterday was sunday... (kept thinking today is saturday) ermm.. went suntec on friday.. BBQ with the GPO peeps on Saturday.. yesterday was no biggie... just toured around Clarke Quay with mom's work friend.. took some nice pics there.. today Vivo city.. tmrw God knows where.. lol
Hn.. but i guess the reason of my emo-ness could prob be the fact that my bro calling in just now (lol.. my bro would prob be screaming 'what!?' no offence tho bro) and not just that.. i mean.. of corz there are other people involve lah...
i usually dun write my feelings here explicitly and openly, if u realized i usually express them as otherwise and tends to write about events in more detailed rather than my own feelings..
coz if i do... like if i must.. i know it would all get tangled up and kinda hard to understand (right? I thought i would already be doing that now.. ah wells) Somehow.. i can't do it. It's too hard.
Thursday I had the OGL interview.. was waiting for my dad when roach and sophia and this other girl frm council unexpectedly met up with me and just did the interview on the spot at those GO benches.. in between they were still commenting about how me and him would be so cute together (roach and sophia were frm OBS anyways..) and i was like... ok.. fine... whatever... Thinking about us they still laugh it off like how they did on those kayak.. the exact same way.. Then I remembered about what Jas said.. She did prefer me and him to be together rather than me and the other him. (codename:tomato) Then.. My bro also just supported me with this idea... Kinda like he wants us to also be together or something, even tho he doesn't know who this guy is, never even met a single time.. But weighing it down with considerations of what Rai told me... aarggghhhh... it's too damn bloody confusing!!
Btw, in case anyone's wondering tho.. I still do give chances.. so yeah..
The rain has stopped.. Perfect!
`looking out for the rainbow
4:10 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
3.30AM
just for the record
I usually don't blog THIS late in the wee hours of dawn..
and I actually didn't intend to write a piece of blog entry
but i feel that i must anyways...
Had open house yesterday...
uh.. i mean.. the day before yesterday.. i guess
as what friends have noted down..
IJ was... (unfortunately)
dead.
yup.. ''more like j1s coming over to see other j1s booth than other visitors''
but i feel we did quite well..
esp my JCS team!!
Whoo!! you guys certainly did well!!
Managed to wear the kimono..
or should I say.. yukata..
hmm.. wished I had pictures uploaded..
next time..
`the paths are pretty much laid
`the fate were already drawn
`it is up to you to decide the paths that you will undertake
`reflection
3:35 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
went to IMm..
Daiso.. everything = $2
SO BIG SIA!!
must go there more often
end of story..
tmr open house
innova junior college
woodlands mrt
free shuttle bus service
be sure to come.
11:19 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
hazy/picblog
11:03 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
(it's gonna be a poem/prose/unclear shit this time)
I'm putting on a facade
over a face I'm unsure of
whether it's even real or actually fake
Am I trying to pretend?
Am I trying to act?
pretentions and actions are never just
The laughters of a growing child
The bittersweet memories
the turning wheels of life..
Everything must come to an end
like those candles in lanterns
and these nailpolish on growing nails
and life goes on...
10:51 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
3.45pm
I just had to blog this
Forget about chem (my chem sucks btw)..guess what??
As I rode on bus 61 from queenstown that will eventually lead me home..
I saw..
and heard..
Japanese! High school teenagers in uniforms conversing in Japanese!
Let's see.. there were..
3 gals.. one lookin' very japanese (duh.. they all are), one a bit more plump and a tall girl who looks just like one of my friends..
theen...
they were two hawt guys...
like, one is standing up and fanning himself with that jap funny-looking fan (so hot.. yeah)
then the other is sitting down, not on the bus-seats, but on the bus-floor, you know where there is a n empty space for ppl to generally stand? yeah he was sitting there like, on the bus-floor with his back leaning against the bus way-out looking very kakkoi and all..
then..
the best thing is..
they speak fluent JAPANESE!!! (like .. duh!~ they are jap.)
and I understand a biiitt of what they are saying...
smth like.. guy no.1 saying he likes to play sakkaa (soccer) and smth else.. Tennis and basketball I think.. He keeps bugging the guy who is sitting down and saying stuff like, "hurusse woi" ... Chou KakKoi!!
Another thing: their uniform. White blue.. girls can wear pants (the tall girl did).. all tuck out their shirts (soo like the real stuff).. Damn nice.. I like.. Fashi-nating, deshou? Oh yeah.. the school is International School Singapore.. ISS.. they have their logo there..
Anyways..
back to studying.. Physics tmr..
`5 down, last one!!
4:15 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
4 down, 2 to go
Econs.. Horrendous..
Maths.. Don't even remind me...
I think the date 2/10/06 is stuck in my mind..
Been writing it on 10+ pages of scripts..
MAn.... I'm tired out..
When will this ends?!?!
Hang in there..
2 more days right?
`4 papers down, 2 more to go..
6:30 PM
reminiscense
hmmmss....
I feel that I'm taking things too easy (which is not a good sign)
I miss those days...
Those carefree days when things come and go as they were...
Can't it stay this way?
6:21 AM