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Marsha M. Japhar
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Monday, October 23, 2006
emo emo emo....
It's raining heavily outside...
was supposed to be happy for it coz of the haze an' everythin..
(oh shit! A big lightnin'-cum-thunder just came craklin' down somewhere off my house!)
o man...
the feeling was somewhat deja-vu -ish...
this kinda 'smug'-ness
(k.. i dunno wad am i talkin' about.. so unclear lah can)
been so jumbly-mumbly these past days..
went to a lot of places..
VIVO CITY WAS DAMN HUGE!!! (just went there this morning)
toured around Suntec yesterday with Rai.. (damn nice can.. all the 'indulgence' that was so tempting... nyum!) Ceaser was a really nice place i tell you.. would love to go in there some other time...
thenn..
oh wait.. yesterday was sunday... (kept thinking today is saturday) ermm.. went suntec on friday.. BBQ with the GPO peeps on Saturday.. yesterday was no biggie... just toured around Clarke Quay with mom's work friend.. took some nice pics there.. today Vivo city.. tmrw God knows where.. lol
Hn.. but i guess the reason of my emo-ness could prob be the fact that my bro calling in just now (lol.. my bro would prob be screaming 'what!?' no offence tho bro) and not just that.. i mean.. of corz there are other people involve lah...
i usually dun write my feelings here explicitly and openly, if u realized i usually express them as otherwise and tends to write about events in more detailed rather than my own feelings..
coz if i do... like if i must.. i know it would all get tangled up and kinda hard to understand (right? I thought i would already be doing that now.. ah wells) Somehow.. i can't do it. It's too hard.
Thursday I had the OGL interview.. was waiting for my dad when roach and sophia and this other girl frm council unexpectedly met up with me and just did the interview on the spot at those GO benches.. in between they were still commenting about how me and him would be so cute together (roach and sophia were frm OBS anyways..) and i was like... ok.. fine... whatever... Thinking about us they still laugh it off like how they did on those kayak.. the exact same way.. Then I remembered about what Jas said.. She did prefer me and him to be together rather than me and the other him. (codename:tomato) Then.. My bro also just supported me with this idea... Kinda like he wants us to also be together or something, even tho he doesn't know who this guy is, never even met a single time.. But weighing it down with considerations of what Rai told me... aarggghhhh... it's too damn bloody confusing!!
Btw, in case anyone's wondering tho.. I still do give chances.. so yeah..
The rain has stopped.. Perfect!
It's raining heavily outside...
was supposed to be happy for it coz of the haze an' everythin..
(oh shit! A big lightnin'-cum-thunder just came craklin' down somewhere off my house!)
o man...
the feeling was somewhat deja-vu -ish...
this kinda 'smug'-ness
(k.. i dunno wad am i talkin' about.. so unclear lah can)
been so jumbly-mumbly these past days..
went to a lot of places..
VIVO CITY WAS DAMN HUGE!!! (just went there this morning)
toured around Suntec yesterday with Rai.. (damn nice can.. all the 'indulgence' that was so tempting... nyum!) Ceaser was a really nice place i tell you.. would love to go in there some other time...
thenn..
oh wait.. yesterday was sunday... (kept thinking today is saturday) ermm.. went suntec on friday.. BBQ with the GPO peeps on Saturday.. yesterday was no biggie... just toured around Clarke Quay with mom's work friend.. took some nice pics there.. today Vivo city.. tmrw God knows where.. lol
Hn.. but i guess the reason of my emo-ness could prob be the fact that my bro calling in just now (lol.. my bro would prob be screaming 'what!?' no offence tho bro) and not just that.. i mean.. of corz there are other people involve lah...
i usually dun write my feelings here explicitly and openly, if u realized i usually express them as otherwise and tends to write about events in more detailed rather than my own feelings..
coz if i do... like if i must.. i know it would all get tangled up and kinda hard to understand (right? I thought i would already be doing that now.. ah wells) Somehow.. i can't do it. It's too hard.
Thursday I had the OGL interview.. was waiting for my dad when roach and sophia and this other girl frm council unexpectedly met up with me and just did the interview on the spot at those GO benches.. in between they were still commenting about how me and him would be so cute together (roach and sophia were frm OBS anyways..) and i was like... ok.. fine... whatever... Thinking about us they still laugh it off like how they did on those kayak.. the exact same way.. Then I remembered about what Jas said.. She did prefer me and him to be together rather than me and the other him. (codename:tomato) Then.. My bro also just supported me with this idea... Kinda like he wants us to also be together or something, even tho he doesn't know who this guy is, never even met a single time.. But weighing it down with considerations of what Rai told me... aarggghhhh... it's too damn bloody confusing!!
Btw, in case anyone's wondering tho.. I still do give chances.. so yeah..
The rain has stopped.. Perfect!
`looking out for the rainbow
4:10 PM
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