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Marsha M. Japhar
aka pixanie
Scorpion gal'
a uni 
undergraduate. 
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     Saturday, March 24, 2007
     
     
   
     
                    Yep.. I'm just back from Teresia...
It was a'ight you know.. Finished at about 9pm plus just now.. I remembered going to PS at 9:30pm or so coz  my parents just finished watching Mr Bean's Holiday at around 9:45pm (at PS) and I wanted to get a lift.. heheh.. so I did..
Wasn't all that great, to be honest. I wasn't ecpecting much too so I guess my standards have gone low. Even then, it was *just* alright.. nothing special.. I mean, we all remember the diferent parts of the night.. the games and such (or do we?) but it kinda lacks... something.. I dunno what.. that special 'umpth' that made Teresia 3 a wonder. Maybe it's about the location this time. Or maybe it's really about the chemistry.. Yeah that's it. Chemistry. That whole package thing. But oh well.. What is wrote down here can only be said to be my humble opinion.. Nothing with much power and authority can make much impact to the whole system..
On a different note, I did find an accomplishment in this year's Teresia.. Or so I think.. I did enjoy myself, to say the least.. and I'm really happy that I get to meet some of my Indo friends whom I've nearly not seen since the start of this year.. some over a year.. Like Maxim was there.. Arez was there too.. It was real nice. Not everyone whom I've wanted to meet up are there tho.. Like the Winny-Einsny-Fielny sistaz and etc.. But I guess these moments where I've spent time catching up with people whom I've not met for real long time are just such bliss and joy and wonferful feeling and that irreplacable moments of the rare occurences.. if you get what i mean.. yep..
Gosh.. it's nearly midnight now.. guess I should be going ta' sleep soon.. and yeah.. it's raining *again*.. Been raining a lot, haven't we Singapore? Heheh..
Well.. actually... to tell ya the truth.. it's these kinda moments where I missed him the most.. I've said that I won't think about him to get him outta my mind and give myself a break but.. it's also that little lie that the more I said that I shouldn't be thinking about him, the more I must think about him, ya know what I mean? Just had to. And plus.. it's a different kind of thinking now.. It's a thinking about not just on him, but also about us.. Not just about now and the present, but also about what will happen then and the future. So that's what's been going on in my mind. I still will be sticking by my word (to not call or sms), even tho in this kind of situation whereby I'm sick and it's raining, it's best to have that comforting voice to make ya smile once in a while.. Hmm.. it's funny tho.. I didn't remember telling him that he couldn't call or sms from over there so.. I wonder what happened..
                     
                    11:00 PM