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Marsha M. Japhar
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Scorpion gal'
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
Better internet, better life..
yes, so apparently I've been fed up with internet here.. esp. the wireless i have in my desktop sucks (the router is about a room away, about 20 m off) so yeup..
I decided to stick in cable and make sure I have slightly faster internet connection, once and for all ^_^
i'm stumped.
PS: forgot to mention.. added in comments feature.. if you wanna comment on anything.. it's the number beside the |'||still waiting@blog time|'|| 0 <---- down there... just saying..
I decided to stick in cable and make sure I have slightly faster internet connection, once and for all ^_^
ok i realise i sound like a total geek there =p
yeah so ... hmm.. updates will be....
yeah so ... hmm.. updates will be....
- one paper left: which is the Business and Economics Statistics (gahh.. stats all over again) on the 6th of Nov and then I'll be FREE!!!
- my internet's now on direct cable, which i've just mentioned.. the coil's definitely unsightly tho i don't care. haha
- auto-uploader on multiply (a system/program which lets you upload photos/videos instantenously when you specify which folders to upload - all can be done while you leave the comp or smth) is bullshit. It doesn't upload even 1/10 of the contents of my folder.. *sigh..
- my bro is being crazy as usual
- i have no idea what my november plans will be after the 6th.. should i stay?? should i go back? arrghh...
- aaaand.. i have bad news =( so apparently my costume that i order from Juin (the Malaysia's middleman for cosplay goods) is not going to come until DECEMBER!!! DDX which means.. which means.. it's.. a problem.. very risky.. very packed.. and i'm trying so that she can send it over to Singapore or smth, within the time limit (I'm scared shipping to Singapore itself takes an even longer time >_<) Reason being for the delay is because she sent in the orders on the 25th of Sept instead of the usual 10th (due to problems and crashdowns at the old CF forum where she does her business) - i sent in my order on the 16th tho.. so i guess i should be partly guilty? - and that her friend (the one she sent orders to) received many other orders that clashes.. sooo.. @.@
i'm stumped.
PS: forgot to mention.. added in comments feature.. if you wanna comment on anything.. it's the number beside the |'||still waiting@blog time|'|| 0 <---- down there... just saying..
7:17 PM
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
omg internet is as SLOW as evarr...
*sighh.. must suk being on my chair.. coz i tried uploading from last night to no avail.. i really did try.. but the problem is.. internet.. just slow..
guess i can't live without it eh? TT_TT
let me try uploading some more photos.. these are the view outside my balcon/house/unit.. with 2 fireworks pic taken on the night before (i think t'was the night before deepavali.. yup yup)
oh seriously internet is slow.. gahh..
think i'll stop here for now.. uploading takes ages and is really a pain in the neck, srsly..
or you can visit my multiply profile.. i'd be sure to update my linkies.. just go over the next circle navi on the left of this post to go there
*sighh.. must suk being on my chair.. coz i tried uploading from last night to no avail.. i really did try.. but the problem is.. internet.. just slow..
guess i can't live without it eh? TT_TT
let me try uploading some more photos.. these are the view outside my balcon/house/unit.. with 2 fireworks pic taken on the night before (i think t'was the night before deepavali.. yup yup)
oh seriously internet is slow.. gahh..
think i'll stop here for now.. uploading takes ages and is really a pain in the neck, srsly..
or you can visit my multiply profile.. i'd be sure to update my linkies.. just go over the next circle navi on the left of this post to go there
1:21 PM
Edited - i have a slightly better internet connection ^_^
as i am writing this down.. my internet in the other tabs beside are slow.. SLOW i tell you.. hahhhz..
yes.. it might seem weird, first it's my dA account.. then to this almost-dead blogplace.. and now it's my multiply account.. things i've signed up for ages ago but never actually indulge in much gets to be revived once again.. i guess i really owe the ppl in clamhq credits for 'dragging' me in lol ^^
and thus my updates..
well, at 3am in the morning i don't think i can update much on my current situation.. hahah.. think getting my brain to work is commendable enough at this hour.. yet i still have the urge to blog abt it.. i'm good, aren't I? =p
So anyways.. (geez I dunno where to begin.. seems like this'll be a loong post) -you've been warned ;)
Firstly, it was my bro's b-day yesterday.. so we had a nice family dinner (yes my parents are here - will be back in sg tmr ) in sushi groove.. i plan to upload pictures but err.. auto-uploader at multiply takes a long time..(thus the friggin' long wait) and i somewhat wanna give you guys a 'preview' before leading to the whole actual album.. c how la..
Food was a blast - we managed to finish apparently everything 'cept for the extra Curry Chicken Bimbimbap that my bro JUST had to order (coz he thought it'll not be enough, but by the time we realised our tummy's quite full, we can't just anyhow cancel the order ne.. ahah) so yeah.. took a couple of pictures here and there.. will let you see later..
Also, i took a couple of scenery shots, just outside my balcony.. i'll let you all see how it is too.. (but maybe in a different post.. who knows)
Second, err.. i think i've flunked my accounts and management papers.. *bwarrghhh.. yes, i know, i probably have not studied enough or smth -guilty as charged- ... well, nothing else left to say eh? Some say if it's not confirmed yet, it is not a definite. So, I will just wait and hope that i'll err.. pass? >_<
Third, a BEE JUST FRIGGIN FLEW PAST ME!! Heck, it's a small one.. but just now i literally got up and away from my chair, observing the bee and standing up like a stone.. after a brief while (probably around 1 long minute of staring at the squirmish thing that flew abt aimlessly) i quickly grabbed a scissor and caught-cut-snap it and threw it away.. eurgh.
Fourth.. hmm.. the multiply uploader still not done yet.. wonder what i should do.. currently i've just updated profile and stuff.. but i guess my life is too boring for anyone to look at huh..
Five. I have no idea.. OH! yeah.. to those who are actually still reading this post and keen on wanting to know more about me (I do commend the effort lol) let me just tell you that I MOVED FANDOM TO BRIAN JOO!!!! Well, -move- is quite a harsh term i shd say.. hmm.. probably best if i say add(?) another star on the list? Not that I don't like IKUTA TOMA or MATSUMOTO JUN or anything like that.. (and no, i still do like them - they're cute and charming in their own ways) it's just that.. i find Brian Joo to be.. unusually attractive, charming, has great charisma, sings well, is down-to-earth, and best of all, SPEAKS THE g'dam ENGLISH!!! ahahh.. how many korean/japanese stars can actually do that?? And he speaks an almost-flawless awesome fluent english too - what not to love, eh? ~<3<3<3 size="5">
Six - the pictures are up! .. That's seriously what I feel like saying, but since multiply auto-uploader takes forever to upload, let me just let you see right here, right now.. tho teasers only=p - actual pictures may be found on my multiplier account if you go to http://pixanie.multiply.com - it should be up in a few days max.
Enjoy!
Date: 28 Oct 2008
Venue: Sushi Groove, Sunway Pyramid, MY
1. Salmon Sashimi appetizers
2. a TAMAGO nigiri sushi - a MUST-have if you eat out with me. SG's version's not bad i must say.. somehow it's.. sweet.. and juicy >.<
3. my bro's drink, "Bling Bling" another sweet taste to the tongue..
pls do come and check it out.. things are running in proper order soon!
yes.. it might seem weird, first it's my dA account.. then to this almost-dead blogplace.. and now it's my multiply account.. things i've signed up for ages ago but never actually indulge in much gets to be revived once again.. i guess i really owe the ppl in clamhq credits for 'dragging' me in lol ^^
and thus my updates..
well, at 3am in the morning i don't think i can update much on my current situation.. hahah.. think getting my brain to work is commendable enough at this hour.. yet i still have the urge to blog abt it.. i'm good, aren't I? =p
So anyways.. (geez I dunno where to begin.. seems like this'll be a loong post) -you've been warned ;)
Firstly, it was my bro's b-day yesterday.. so we had a nice family dinner (yes my parents are here - will be back in sg tmr ) in sushi groove.. i plan to upload pictures but err.. auto-uploader at multiply takes a long time..(thus the friggin' long wait) and i somewhat wanna give you guys a 'preview' before leading to the whole actual album.. c how la..
Food was a blast - we managed to finish apparently everything 'cept for the extra Curry Chicken Bimbimbap that my bro JUST had to order (coz he thought it'll not be enough, but by the time we realised our tummy's quite full, we can't just anyhow cancel the order ne.. ahah) so yeah.. took a couple of pictures here and there.. will let you see later..
Also, i took a couple of scenery shots, just outside my balcony.. i'll let you all see how it is too.. (but maybe in a different post.. who knows)
Second, err.. i think i've flunked my accounts and management papers.. *bwarrghhh.. yes, i know, i probably have not studied enough or smth -guilty as charged- ... well, nothing else left to say eh? Some say if it's not confirmed yet, it is not a definite. So, I will just wait and hope that i'll err.. pass? >_<
Third, a BEE JUST FRIGGIN FLEW PAST ME!! Heck, it's a small one.. but just now i literally got up and away from my chair, observing the bee and standing up like a stone.. after a brief while (probably around 1 long minute of staring at the squirmish thing that flew abt aimlessly) i quickly grabbed a scissor and caught-cut-snap it and threw it away.. eurgh.
Fourth.. hmm.. the multiply uploader still not done yet.. wonder what i should do.. currently i've just updated profile and stuff.. but i guess my life is too boring for anyone to look at huh..
Five. I have no idea.. OH! yeah.. to those who are actually still reading this post and keen on wanting to know more about me (I do commend the effort lol) let me just tell you that I MOVED FANDOM TO BRIAN JOO!!!! Well, -move- is quite a harsh term i shd say.. hmm.. probably best if i say add(?) another star on the list? Not that I don't like IKUTA TOMA or MATSUMOTO JUN or anything like that.. (and no, i still do like them - they're cute and charming in their own ways) it's just that.. i find Brian Joo to be.. unusually attractive, charming, has great charisma, sings well, is down-to-earth, and best of all, SPEAKS THE g'dam ENGLISH!!! ahahh.. how many korean/japanese stars can actually do that?? And he speaks an almost-flawless awesome fluent english too - what not to love, eh? ~<3<3<3 size="5">
Six - the pictures are up! .. That's seriously what I feel like saying, but since multiply auto-uploader takes forever to upload, let me just let you see right here, right now.. tho teasers only=p - actual pictures may be found on my multiplier account if you go to http://pixanie.multiply.com - it should be up in a few days max.
Enjoy!
Date: 28 Oct 2008
Venue: Sushi Groove, Sunway Pyramid, MY
1. Salmon Sashimi appetizers
2. a TAMAGO nigiri sushi - a MUST-have if you eat out with me. SG's version's not bad i must say.. somehow it's.. sweet.. and juicy >.<
3. my bro's drink, "Bling Bling" another sweet taste to the tongue..
and the rest at my mulitply page the moment i can upload it in..
>> http://pixanie.multiply.compls do come and check it out.. things are running in proper order soon!
2:55 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
in less than 24 hours.. gyeaaahhh!@$##@^*!!!
yep.. that's how i feel...
i'm bringing stress upon myself lalala~
found a nice poem..
actually it was sended to me and thought i'd share it ard in the midst of all exam stress accumulated
Titled, "A Student's Prayer"
And it begins...
Lord, grant me a quiet heart before the examinations start.
My mind from daydreams liberate.
Give me the will to concentrate, from all distraction see me free.
While notes and lessons I prepare, may I not lose my zeal for prayer.
May I have sure and ssafe release from needless fears and apprehension from outward strain and inward tension.
So, may examinations find each one alert in heart and mind.
Thus inward joy and peace possessing.
Exams will be a source of blessing.
yep.. that's how i feel...
i'm bringing stress upon myself lalala~
found a nice poem..
actually it was sended to me and thought i'd share it ard in the midst of all exam stress accumulated
Titled, "A Student's Prayer"
And it begins...
Lord, grant me a quiet heart before the examinations start.
My mind from daydreams liberate.
Give me the will to concentrate, from all distraction see me free.
While notes and lessons I prepare, may I not lose my zeal for prayer.
May I have sure and ssafe release from needless fears and apprehension from outward strain and inward tension.
So, may examinations find each one alert in heart and mind.
Thus inward joy and peace possessing.
Exams will be a source of blessing.
Awwww..
Thanks, Arthur!
1:34 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
On topp of Spughetti~
All cover'd wif cheeeze...
I lost my Poor MEATBALL~
When SUMbody sneeze (Ah CHOO~!)
It roll'd off the table~
And onto the floor (onto the floor~)
And then my POOR meatball (MEETball~)
Rolled OUT of the door!
(out of the door~)
It rolled IN the garden~
(Ooo, Ooo, Ooo)
And under a bush (oOo)
And then my poor MEATBALL (meeeetball~)
Was nothing but MUSH! :[
(Muuushh)
The mush was as tasty (mm, mMmm)
As tasty could be (Yum, yumm~)
And early next summer~
It grew into a tree
(Into a tree~)
The tree was all covered
With BEEuuuuutiful MOSS (oh yes it was!)
It grew LOVELY<3 Meatballs (meetballs~)
And Tomato sauce
(That's a good sauce)
So if YOU ever eat spaghetti
All covered in cheeze~
Hold ONTO your meatballs (meeetBALLs)
And don't EVERR SNEEEEEZE~!!!
(Kufufu~)
All cover'd wif cheeeze...
I lost my Poor MEATBALL~
When SUMbody sneeze (Ah CHOO~!)
It roll'd off the table~
And onto the floor (onto the floor~)
And then my POOR meatball (MEETball~)
Rolled OUT of the door!
(out of the door~)
It rolled IN the garden~
(Ooo, Ooo, Ooo)
And under a bush (oOo)
And then my poor MEATBALL (meeeetball~)
Was nothing but MUSH! :[
(Muuushh)
The mush was as tasty (mm, mMmm)
As tasty could be (Yum, yumm~)
And early next summer~
It grew into a tree
(Into a tree~)
The tree was all covered
With BEEuuuuutiful MOSS (oh yes it was!)
It grew LOVELY<3 Meatballs (meetballs~)
And Tomato sauce
(That's a good sauce)
So if YOU ever eat spaghetti
All covered in cheeze~
Hold ONTO your meatballs (meeetBALLs)
And don't EVERR SNEEEEEZE~!!!
(Kufufu~)
yes, I had SPAGHETTI MEATBALLs for one of my mealsall covered with delicious cheeeze~
(cheddar to substitute mozarella - more flavour)
makes you hungry, didn't I? :P
2:36 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
The Joy of Living with an Asstard Lazy Brother
I call it, The Joy of Living with an Asstard Lazy Brother
I remembered I had friends over on last Sunday. I still remember at that time our sink was already full with junks from the previous night. The cleaning lady came over once a week on Saturday morning, so the plates to clean were surely not earlier than last Saturday. As I told my friends not to mind washing the cups after they finished with their drinks, I beckoned them to sit down and enjoy themselves. They leave happy. Day 1.
Nothing was done on subsequent days, as the unfinished food (mostly my brother's share - he never throws and cleans anything out) began to rot. It started to stank and we had an argument. After a brief consolation over the phone with our dad, we agreed that, "oh, MY stuff was BLOCKING the way to the sink, since i had like.. LOTs of cups and other stuff, and HIS stuff was only, what? A pot, a broken glass and 3 bowls with rotting unfinished, un-throwned food that is stinking up the place BY the sink. Since my stuff was IN the sink, he can't wash any of his stuff at all" ... fine. I tried to be helpful. More like I was trying to be.
I don't demand for much - just that for my brother to at least be considerate and throw away the food and run tap-water over the EMPTY(but of course dirty) bowls - the least he can do, as what I did and our parents usually do back home. Then I can at least do the favour by cleaning his share of the washing at the end of the day. See how simple it can be? But he didn't.
Since his selfish ass claims that our washings should be separate (or at least that's what he seems to be suggesting), fine, I went ahead and did MY share of the dishes. Meaning 7+ cups, hell lotsa plates, tupperware, etc etc. Day 3.
As the time went past, I don't think anyone can stand the stank that was filling the hallway. My bro keep on giving empty promises that I know TOO WELL he won't keep (I'll keep my stereotyping abt guys to myself at this moment) and I have no friggin' idea how his friend managed to come into our lovely house, into my bro's room without complaining one single bit. I bet he must be suffocating, half-dying in and out of our house. This is Day 4.
Don't bother asking me how I feel, the ppl I've talked to abt it knows I'm FUCKING PISSED off. Time now is 3:30am on the Friday. My bro just did what he promised to do yesterday an hour ago. Imagine, 5 DAYS have passed, since the time I started asking him, "bro, what do you wanna do with the leftover, uneatend noodles that you left on the bowl" (to which he replied with a "ah leave it, I'll clean it up later") till now. God knows what sort of bacteria/funguses/creatures started breeding there. Maybe a whole colony of 'Moyashimon' already on its ways to making its own empire. And now I can hear him singing. What a crazy guy(I can't seem to say 'crazy bastard' here, since to be a bastard you gotta at least be a moron, but you're still sane, get what I mean?)
Ahh.. talking about Moyashimon, those of you who haven't watched it should watch it, ne.. It's a very cute anime about bacteria.. (lol yes, bacteria) and about how one guy can actually see seperate bacterium with his naked eyes. I swear if I had that power, I can probably see myself swarming in one endless bacterium-filled space for the past 3 days or so...
Poor me.
I remembered I had friends over on last Sunday. I still remember at that time our sink was already full with junks from the previous night. The cleaning lady came over once a week on Saturday morning, so the plates to clean were surely not earlier than last Saturday. As I told my friends not to mind washing the cups after they finished with their drinks, I beckoned them to sit down and enjoy themselves. They leave happy. Day 1.
Nothing was done on subsequent days, as the unfinished food (mostly my brother's share - he never throws and cleans anything out) began to rot. It started to stank and we had an argument. After a brief consolation over the phone with our dad, we agreed that, "oh, MY stuff was BLOCKING the way to the sink, since i had like.. LOTs of cups and other stuff, and HIS stuff was only, what? A pot, a broken glass and 3 bowls with rotting unfinished, un-throwned food that is stinking up the place BY the sink. Since my stuff was IN the sink, he can't wash any of his stuff at all" ... fine. I tried to be helpful. More like I was trying to be.
I don't demand for much - just that for my brother to at least be considerate and throw away the food and run tap-water over the EMPTY(but of course dirty) bowls - the least he can do, as what I did and our parents usually do back home. Then I can at least do the favour by cleaning his share of the washing at the end of the day. See how simple it can be? But he didn't.
Since his selfish ass claims that our washings should be separate (or at least that's what he seems to be suggesting), fine, I went ahead and did MY share of the dishes. Meaning 7+ cups, hell lotsa plates, tupperware, etc etc. Day 3.
As the time went past, I don't think anyone can stand the stank that was filling the hallway. My bro keep on giving empty promises that I know TOO WELL he won't keep (I'll keep my stereotyping abt guys to myself at this moment) and I have no friggin' idea how his friend managed to come into our lovely house, into my bro's room without complaining one single bit. I bet he must be suffocating, half-dying in and out of our house. This is Day 4.
Don't bother asking me how I feel, the ppl I've talked to abt it knows I'm FUCKING PISSED off. Time now is 3:30am on the Friday. My bro just did what he promised to do yesterday an hour ago. Imagine, 5 DAYS have passed, since the time I started asking him, "bro, what do you wanna do with the leftover, uneatend noodles that you left on the bowl" (to which he replied with a "ah leave it, I'll clean it up later") till now. God knows what sort of bacteria/funguses/creatures started breeding there. Maybe a whole colony of 'Moyashimon' already on its ways to making its own empire. And now I can hear him singing. What a crazy guy(I can't seem to say 'crazy bastard' here, since to be a bastard you gotta at least be a moron, but you're still sane, get what I mean?)
Ahh.. talking about Moyashimon, those of you who haven't watched it should watch it, ne.. It's a very cute anime about bacteria.. (lol yes, bacteria) and about how one guy can actually see seperate bacterium with his naked eyes. I swear if I had that power, I can probably see myself swarming in one endless bacterium-filled space for the past 3 days or so...
Poor me.
3:01 AM
Monday, October 13, 2008
been having diarrhoea of late, for no apparent reason.. no wait, i think it's the cheese.. or the milk.. no it HAS to be the CHEESE + strawberry milk.. yeah..
exam's in less than 10 days.. this gotta suk.. and i'm.. on the edge now.. >.<
fuckin' confussed abt what am i supposed to do afterwards, where would i be EOY and shiet.. but i guess when some ppl say to me i should just concentrate on what's ahead.. guess i should... take on their advice
AND CONCENTRATE!!!!!!
gahh.. the part where i've been phailing to do all these while.. siann
exam's in less than 10 days.. this gotta suk.. and i'm.. on the edge now.. >.<
fuckin' confussed abt what am i supposed to do afterwards, where would i be EOY and shiet.. but i guess when some ppl say to me i should just concentrate on what's ahead.. guess i should... take on their advice
AND CONCENTRATE!!!!!!
gahh.. the part where i've been phailing to do all these while.. siann
7:39 PM